Not too good

For 25, 26, 27 - Fell really really sick. Got a cold cough throat infection and fever. Ummm missed my friends and family the maximum during this time. Reminds me of an old incident, almost about a year ago during the same season. I was ill and my parents were out to work. My sister was at her friends place as well and i was alone sick and in a bad state. I don't really remember how but when my friends got to know that i was sick and wasn't eating any food, they came to my house with a watermelon, cut it into pieces and forced me to eat. I also remember that when my sister came back home, she fed me the lunch I skipped. Now looking back... I dont have anyone to feed me but not necessaryly feeding... but just the feeling that I don't have anyone around to take care of me like that... I guess that's part of my "i want to live away and alone" style... and also that now I need to take things more seriously not just acting adult cause i am 18. Haven't been attending classes too much, so spending a lot of time reading the 18 century novel Frankenstein by Mary Shelly. Got air conditioning fixed in my room today although that doesnt help too much when it comes to my cold and cough though. Art history today was about Ritualistic Art which went beyond my head for the most part of it. Lot of things going on in my head at the moment... At the night, had a ideas brainstorming session for Arthur,Trish and Rahul on their project of designing a economic Nokia cell phone which was interesting. Had a lot of ideas which we had to write down on post-its and later had to explain them one after the other and stick them on the board. Well the smoking and the booze was a bit eventual along with the brainstorming session though.